I had a wonderful 24th of August, friends. :)
This is my problem. This has always been my fucking problem. I am too passionate. When I love, I will fucking love you with every fiber of my being. Every second of my day will be yours and every thought that crosses my mind will have your name written all over it. I will introduce you to my entire clan and announce to the world that I am yours. Your phone will explode with sweet text messages. Everything you give me will be preserved and recorded. I’ll cook you your favorite food and bring you your favorite movie when you’re feeling down. I will paint my room your favorite color and spray your perfume so I always feel like you’re around. You will be my inspiration in everything I do— my music, my art, my writings, my studies, my service. I will make you my everything. Every time I see you my face will light up like a kid in a candy store. I will cling to every word you say. You will be the only face in my daydreams and my nightmares. You will be my world.
When I love you, I give you authority to either create me or destroy me.
I am a stubborn girl. I am not one of those girls who sits in a corner and cry when I get frustrated. Damn it. I will be up on your face nagging all night. I will force you to admit I’m right. I will scream at you and tell you I don’t need you, because that’s me. And everyone lets me be that way.
But that’s why you’re around. You contradict me.
When I keep blabbing about how right I am, I need you to shut me up with your kisses. When I won’t stop talking about how my life would be better off without you, suffocate me in your arms. When I tell you you’re not good enough, beat me ‘til I feel numb with your affection. Drown me in tears of laughter. Torture me with soft tickles. Burn me with your passion. Melt me with your stare.
I need you to kill me with your love.
PS: I’m finally sixteen! :D
I have never met a person that understands me the way that you do
I have seen anyone smile as wide as you do
I have never even imagined a person with as much compassion as you
And I don’t think I ever will..
Because you are one of a kind
You are a blessing in disguise
You are special as you are loud
And honestly, you’re an angel sent from above
And although not everyone can see your wings
The few who can are the luckiest
So for everything you’ve done for us
For everything you’ve done for me
I thank you from the bottom of my heart
And I thought you should know that
No matter who you become or where life takes you
In happiness and sadness, triumphs and defeats
I will always be here for you
Loving you and guiding you
Just like any sister would